Well, it will be two short, or long depending how you look at it, years since Cuda passed away on New Year's Eve His passing is still something that I struggle with, especially this time of the year. Yes, I have tried to get on with my life as much as I can but something is missing, and that is him. Cuda was the kindest, gentlest, handsomest pup ever and he was my first pit bull. I had to put him down on New Year's Eve. So, while most people were spending their time celebrating a new year, I had my head in my hands and tears running down my face. I will always be grateful to my vet for meeting me at her office to do what had to be done. But I will never forget him drawing his last breath, nor his shell of a body laying lifeless on the table. The fact that this was the holiday season meant that my beloved Cuda would have to be stored in a deep freezer for three days until his pick up for cremation. These thoughts are still very difficult for me to grasp. Anyway, I'm not searching for sympathy or replies of that nature (you guys already gave that to me when I joined this site), but I will ask you to remember one of the best, my Cuda, when ringing in the new year. Please send a kind thought, or toast, his way and I will be ever so appreciative. Thank you so much.