Well , there has been a county wide spread of parvo in my area .. and I am sad to say that little broklynn just couldn't take it . She tried and tried but I guess the parvo was too aggressive and even though she had all the shots and was well taken care off her little body just couldn'thandle it . I am heart broken over this and dont know what to do with myself . My male was showing signs but was kept at the vet for two days and is doing incredibly well .. I am so lost and so sad .. I do everything I can to be a good pet parent and this happens . I loved her so much as so did Izzo . She has been searching the house for her since I took her to the vet friday .. She didnt even make it twenty for hours .. What do I do now ? How do I heal after this .. How do I not think everything is a threat to my pups now .. =/ I have never been so devastated in my entire life .. :snow: Some please just tell me something to do .. they are my babies and I love them dearly .. Im so lost ..